Work

So, I've worked everyday since Friday. I'm a little worn out at the moment. That paycheck is going to be soooo nice though.

In a week I'll hear from SU. I'm nervous/excited.

I've also been thinking a lot, a terrible thing, I know. I really miss him. I miss his funny faces. I miss the way he smells. I miss the way he held me.

It's hard. But I miss him a lot.

Black Friday

I worked my very first Black Friday today. It was actually, my only Black Friday ever. I had a 12 hour shift from 5am-5pm, and the day basically went by quickly. The last hour dragged on forever.

Overall, it was a good day.

Tomorrow and Sunday I work 8 hours. This paycheck is going to be great!

Thanksgiving

First and foremost, Happy Thanksgiving.

I'm pumped for food, and for spending some time with family and friends.

However, I am not pumped about having to get up at 3:45am on Friday so I have time to eat and get dressed so I can go into work from 5am to 5pm. Not liking that at all.

At the moment, I'm watching the Macy's Thanksgiving Parade. I've definitely seen better ones, but I really shouldn't complain. I actually get to watch this year's. Last Thanksgiving, I was working all day.

The Rocketts were really good, though, as was the cast of Hair.

Currently, I'm trying to keep myself awake so I can hit the hay at like 7 or 8 tonight.

Dilemma

You know what can be very conflicting? Being honest. That can ultimately be a problem. At first though, you think, "Nah. How is that possible?" But if you truly dig deep to a time when being honest would hurt someone more than help, you understand what I'm saying.

I'm a pretty honest person. I try not to be brutally honest because I know that sometimes that can come off pretty harshly, but I always try to be truthful especially with my friends.

My problem as of late is between someone who is very close to me. We're friends, this person and I, best friends. But this person is a little lack-luster in the singing talent category. Now, this person isn't the worst singer in the world, that's been proven time and time again during American Idol auditions, but this person is no where near someone who I'd consider a "good" singer. And you know, it's really hard to be honest with this person because of his/her love for singing. I'm afraid if I say to this person, "You know, really, singing isn't your strong point. I know you like to do it for fun, but really, in reality, you're not very good." I fear that it will not only break her heart but our friendship.

And I know, I know, "If we're truly friends, it won't make a difference." But really, it will. It will make a difference, because this person will be heartbroken and angry with me for breaking the heart.

But honestly, I want to let this person know so that he/she isn't embarrassed when auditioning for various things. Who wants to be humiliated in front of a bunch of people?

Like, when you watch AI, don't you ask yourself, "Why in hell did their parents not tell them they sucked ass?" I can't be the only one to do that.

And I don't really want to pass this task down onto someone else. If I can't do it, I can't ask someone else to do it for me either.

Does anyone have any advice?

Concert

Natalie Weiss is having a solo concert January 24. Guess which girl is going?
If you said this one, then you're right!
Also, Macy Keef is going, too. It shall be a doub'ly awesome night.

And, I found another song I'm obsessed with. It's House of Love by Jeremy Schonfeld. Has anyone heard of it?

Here is Natalie Weiss singing it. Ohmygosh, it's amazing!

Camp Rock

It's on and I'm watching it!

I got to hang with my friends this weekend, and I got to see Jayna who I haven't seen in forever. So much fun!

Oh, learned that you cannot make pancakes with waffle batter. They become too soupy, but are really filling once they're cooked.

New

I got new sweaters today as Christmas presents. And work was okay. I was feeling a bit anxious today for whatever reason. I did have pretty awful dreams during the night though.

Dean Winger called me to talk to me about a Leadership Conference. Sounds like I may be going back? I think so. Why offer this to me just to say, "No! No SU for you!"

I'm officially in HCC, too. Why wouldn't I be? But whatever. Now my plan B is coming together a bit more.